Haiku - Why? Oh! Why?

(1)
Ignited by doubts,
Sparks the flame of jealousy,
Thoughts go ramming wild.



(2)
Struck by sheer naivety,
Surpassed all spots of plain truths,
Heart goes a-jumping. 



Pondering why,
Balqis
Sunny Saturday
April 23rd,2011


*It's quite disturbing sometimes thinking of what life has in store for us.  Mixed emotions could get out of hand when the mind's disturbed by something that appears out of the blue. I am not relating this to myself. It's written based on realities of life.  In this rat race life, stiff competitions in everything is obvious. Jealousy exists in many aspects such as envying others' achievements ,which is common. What's worse is when friends become Jekyll and Hyde. This is human!

In Dire Hope

It's hard to hold back for this isn't what we plan it to be. Yet another teardrop falls.  Who are we to fight back what's been destined for us? We're helpless souls  lost in the sea of sorrow. The high raging waves have hit us badly and everything is shattered in the wild vastness around us. It's hard to pick up the little pieces and let alone to glue it back for every single piece of the dreams has been destroyed completely.

The feeling is in a state of coma with a blur hope of restoring it to what it used to be. That light at the end of the tunnel is at a far reach. We won't be able to make it before it's completely gone and leave us in darkness again. It's so frightening and we succumb to our own fear.

A wish that it isn't too harsh for us. But every part of  this so called emotions have been battered and the casualties are high.



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Letting Out The Little Beast

 Mood swings settle in...

Feel like stomping my feet

as loud as the elephant's stomp.

Feel like shouting more louder

than Tarzan's voice across the mile.

Feel like strangling....who???....till

the tongue hangs out low! Grrrrrrrrrr!

My head's on fire

My eyes sparkle red with fury

My breath warmer than boiling water

Dare to come near me

Your skin will burn, not to ashes

But just hideous like cooked lobster
Which can satisfy my anger pang.

Why?...why?? Why did it happen?

Irritation takes its toll
Frustration follows lead
Erratic thoughts on the run

Expectation running high
Emotions raging wild.

 

This is madness....pure madness

That has brought in the chaos
Causing havoc here and there

Running down everything in the way

Sparing nothing, nothing at all

All - victims of destructions.

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I

Had

Let

The

Beast

Out!

And now....

A Triumph!

A Victory!

A Battle Won!

A Jubilation!

So....

Congratulations to myself!

Balqis
Emotional expressions,                  
Warm Sunday afternoon,
Something bugs me.
21.11.2010