Be Happy!

Earlier a friend showed a quote..."Choose a happy friend, to be happy."...there's so much truth in it cos from my own experiences when I'm among those who are sulky...the vibes tend to get hold on me and makes me likewise. And whenever I'm among those who are so motivational with an open outlook on most things, the positive vibes influence me making my adrenaline flows smoothly and there's this so-called a sense of  relaxation and well-being exist in me. Of course, we can't simply escape from the harsh life of having ups and downs which contributes lots of moods mostly pulling us to the negative side of it but then again life has to go on...as the saying goes...thus we have to switch our mind set to a brighter side of things.

I can't deny the fact that there are times when I feel everything's turning upside down but usually I pull myself together and say...hey! I deserve to be happy and petty matters are put aside for good. Problems? Yup...lots of it but we can always solve it one by one, right? There are many alternatives, either solved by ourselves or by talking about it with those whom we trust or seeking counsellors for support....if we could afford it. I firmly believe on the stance that there's always a solution to every problem. It all depends on ourselves to choose what's the best for us.

I like the line of a song, "Don't worry, be happy"....we do have worries over so many things...family, children, asset, finance and lots more....but if we keep on worrying, will we be freed of it or otherwise what goes around comes around and make the situations entangled and more complicated? The answer lies in us on what we really want.....to stay in a sticky situation or to get it solved to enlighten our minds. It may takes time, for sure and we can handle it within our own capacity. Not going over the limits, neither delaying it for fear of its buildup which might controls us. We have to stay firm by controlling our own lives, looking at the good side of it. The bottom line is be positive!

I'm not a motivator but every single line I write here comes sincerely right from my heart.

*Credits to Happy Smiles (pics n smileys) which I choose to grace this post.

What A Relief!!!

It had been like looking for lost treasure when I had to scratch my head trying to recover my password for this blog. Was it due to negligence? I think so....hehehehe..I couldn't even keep it safely in my memory.....short term memory, that's it! Actually, I did jot it somewhere but where the heck is my notebook??? Seems to have disappeared into thin air....and for that I had been criticised by my hubby saying that I wasn't systematic enough in making sure everything's in place....You're right, sir!

It's another time around when I didn't update this blog for countless reasons....hehehe....Work! work! work!...I really feel that I need an extra two hands more to handle everything.....why are we trapped in such a situation that always make us end up with stress and whatnots....hmmm...looks like I've got to make an appointment with Evelyn, the masseuse.......she knows when my stress level is at a rise!

Many things happened the past few months. My mind is always here even though going through the hush and rush of life....it's just for another reason that I couldn't update little jottings here.....losing my password. The last half an hour...I was scrutinising the screen of this lappy as though my password would pop out right in front of me.....n luck's on my side when I put myself to a test by trying to remember all sorts of passwords I use for my emails.....and thanks for the effort.....at last I could get thru and here I am now. What a lucky day!

This morning and throughout the day at work I had plenty of time mixing around and joking with the staff.....I was so light hearted......I knew I got heaps of paper works.....but it wasn't a really hectic day like yesterday when the staff and I had to be so diligent handling so much data....everyone with a calculator in hand....one wrong step would result in having sleepless night......thanks to everyone.....the ordeal's over....the next step is to key in everything.

Looking forward to tomorrow!

Right From My Heart......

I just can't help ......
feeling the darkness that befalls the night
I wish dearly there are twinkling stars above
that could be my guide in the paths ahead
Everything seems to be bleak
No matter how hard I try to think that it isn't


This is indeed a real challenge of life
For what I want it to be.....isn't as it is
Tears are pricking my eyelids
My heart fills with a burden .......
beyond description


My empathy.....right from my heart
For you, my beloved brother
I hide my sorrow....and replace it with
words of encouragement
for you to be strong enough to face
whatever comes your way


My prayers.....and everyone else's
in our big family
Are specially meant for you
We love you so dearly
that we feel every single fear,
every single anxiety....
and fear of the unknown
that you feel...


But, my dear brother
Never let your strength weakens
Don't ever let negative thoughts
be in control of you
Keep your spirit high
Let it soars as high as the sky


Think of the sun, the blue sky
Think of our family strong bond
Think of your beloved Akmal
And your 'queen' Ju
Think of the great time we share
Just think of everything nice


My dear brother,
You have a strong family support
Let us be together in tears and laughter
Lets just focus on
A recovery sooner or later
And lets not forget
It could be a trial of life
And keep on believing
that you'll be able to overcome
everything.....yes! everything
Amin

*Every single line I wrote above comes right from my heart for my dear brother who has been ill for almost a year.

October......

Time flies! And I've not been here for quite awhile! It's not that I'm indulging in too much of rendang, curry, ketupat, lemang, kuah kacang and what's not......well, it's just like any other normal day when you've got too much to handle that you hardly know how time flies that super fast! You would only realise at the end of the day that you have been going through such a hard day's work when your body ache, your head getting heavy, you feel as though your eyes are squinting, you could hardly move your legs as though been walking for miles and miles.....that's part of it.

It's really a very hectic time for me.....oops! I'm not complaining. And believe me, I feel the guilt....really guilty for not been able to update this dear blog of mine. If only it could talk, I presume it would say that it's not been well taken care of! Anyway, glad that today I'm quite free and earlier, after visiting my friend's house (raya visit), I grab my laptop....and here I am now. Actually, lots to write about but let's keep it in stages lest I run out of ideas the next time I log on!

This month is a 'happening' month....personally, that's how I feel it. October.....yes, many great events take place...to name but a few , one is the birthday of my beloved family member falls in this month...in this month, too  I would attend a big event....which is very significant.....I mean, career-wise....for it determines my future.....yes! I'm praying for the best from it.....I believe my determination and commitments all this while will defy all barriers.....for I have set a goal for it.

My icon, Hafiz Af7's raya gathering will be held in this month, too....received sms from the organisers several times telling me about it but sad to say, I won't be able to make it. However, I'm looking forward for some other events with Hafiz's presence at some other times at some other place.....who knows, I might be able to make it. And to those of you who will be attending the event...enjoy yourself and make the best out of it. Make it a memorable one!

Well, what else needs to be said....tonight I'm going to continue visiting friends' houses. Almost everyday getting invitations....free 'makan' here and there.....if only this could go on and on....hehehe. On the other hand, have to watch the BMI and ensure the ideal weight....glad that it isn't a problem with me.

Dear all, I'm signing off. Happy weekend everyone!